Deut 24:14-15

v14: "You shall not oppress a hired servant who is poor and needy, whether one of your brethren or one of the aliens who is in your land within your gates.

v15: Each day you shall give him his wages, and not let the sun go down on it, for he is poor and has set his heart on it; lest he cry out against you to the Lord, and it be sin to you.

Lately, I’ve been spending much time reflecting and thinking about some of life’s crucial issues. I guess I just am having a bit of a QUARTER LIFE CRISIS. Whew! Is this normal for my age? I am only turning 24 in more than 30 days!

from the Book of Psalm.

Psalm 35

   Plead my cause, O Lord, with those who strive with me; Fight against those who fight against me. Take hold of shield and buckler, And stand up for my help.Also draw out the spear, And stop those who pursue me. Say to my soul, "I am your salvation." Let those be put to shame and brought to dishonor Who seek after my life; Let those be turned back and brought to confusion Who plot my hurt.Let them be like chaff before the wind, And let the angel  of the Lord chase them. Let their way be dark and slippery, And let the angel of the Lord pursue them. For without cause they have hidden their net for me in a pit, Which they have dug without cause for my life. Let destruction come upon him unexpectedly, And let his net that he has hidden catch himself; Into that very destruction let him fall. And my soul shall be joyful in the Lord; It shall rejoice in His salvation.All my bones shall say, "Lord, who is like You, Delivering the poor from him who is too strong for him, Yes, the poor and the needy from him who plunders him?"
In my adversity they rejoiced And gathered together; Attackers gathered against me, And I did not know it; They tore at me and did not cease; With ungodly mockers at feasts They gnashed at me with their teeth.Lord, how long will You look on? Rescue me from their destructions, My precious life from the lions. I will give You thanks in the great assembly; I will praise You among many people. Let them not rejoice over me who are wrongfully my enemies; Nor let them wink with the eye who hate me without a cause.
Let them be ashamed and brought to mutual confusion Who rejoice at my hurt; Let them be clothed with shame and dishonor Who exalt themselves against me.
Let them shout for joy and be glad, Who favor my righteous cause; And let them say continually, "Let the Lord be magnified, Who has pleasure in the prosperity of His servant."
And my tongue shall speak of Your righteousness And of Your praise all the day long.

these past days, i've been thinking hard what went wrong to a "friendship" that ends...but then, they said, MOVE ON! LIFE DOESN'T END WHERE TEARS FALL..i just want to express my gratitude to those who still are beside me..

   mama : i know, i wasn't that perfect daughter you've been dreaming of, you know how hard i've been through. though i may have hurt you, you are still there for me, supporting me all the way. i love you soooooo much!!you are the greatest and the coolest mother on earth!!the best ka mama!!

   cris, gab and xed: though we haven't had the time to bond always, despite those petty quarrels and fights before, despite those tears you have caused me (esp gab), haha, just petty sibling fights, always remember, i am still me....always there for you..especially xed, you know how grateful i am to have you as my lil sis...thank you for being so responsible. good luck kapatid!!i know you can do it!!ate will always be here for you..basta pangako mo paunahin mo muna ako mag asawa ha?hehehe..

   ate mina and ate jang: nakuw!!thank you for always bein there....for the friendship..and thank you for taking good care of odes while we are here..super mega duper thank you to both of you and to Auntie Susan and ate neng and kuya don!

   kuya mac: kuya ung usapan natin ha?hehehehehe..

   khaye, harold and amfil-love: nice working with you! thank you for the friendship...that one week time we've been together, i've found new rela friends with you..

   eloisa girl: very much thank you sa 'yo girl!though we've just known each other for almost 7months, i've found another bestfriend in you....thank you!!

   dev,myra and angela: amishew!!

   mrs.tamayo: thank you for the chats, for trusting us..

   ms.farah jane rea: please buzz me if you go online.

and special thanks to ahjoy...for your patience, for your care, for your friendship, for your trust,...you know naman iloveyou at di kita iiwan....good luck sa pupuntahan mo!!hehehehe..basta wak ka limot ha?

and above all, thank you Lord God for all the blessings.

life has been really hard for me....it's treating me bad for reasons i do not know...i always am been betrayed by some people i loved...some people i trusted....but then life has to move on!!i will no longer be that "seem super nice and super shy girl" they know....i'm gonna be THE BETTER ME!

it's like starting all over again...

feeling all brand new...

leaving the past behind...
and a closer look to the future..

i guess i'm just tired of the things...

that's coming my ways...

queezing my energy...

taking my breath away...

with all of my sanity...

i just want to give myself a break...

for i'm afraid this restlessness..

will only take me to a palce...

where i can no longer take the pain....

Everything in this world is just a game.

A game where you either lose or win.

So play it fairly, no cheats, no powers and no LIES!

If you win, be proud but stay humble.

Don’t be overconfident, just keep your feet on the ground.

If you lose, learn from your mistakes and weaknesses.

Make those your strengths on your next competition.

Stand up and play again.

Never give up, because life is a wheel.

Sometimes you’re on top, and sometimes you’re at the bottom.

Stay focused, but most importantly...

ENJOY!

salamat sa mga taong nagtitiwala sa akin..sa amin...

salamat sa mga taong di nanghusga..

salamt din sa mga taong walang pakundangan sa pangaalipusta sa akin..

sa mga taong patuloy na nanira..

sa mga taong patuloy na nananakit sa aking kalooban..

salamat...

nang dahil sa inyo, mas matatag na ako nagyon..mas matapang sa pagharap sa mga balakid ng aking pakikipag kapwa tao...sa pagharap sa mga problema..

nang dahil sa inyo, natuto akong kumapit sa dapat kapitan...nang dahil sa inyo natuto akong tumanggap ng aking kamalian...at natuto sa mga bagay bagay na dapat matutunan ng isang katulad ko..

salamat!

STUPID.....that word really crushed my heart...i've learned this morning someone referred to me as STUPID!i wasn't expecting that someone to refer someone like me as STUPID...after all what i have done to that damned business?after all those gruelling hours of working till 3 or 4 am?and after being unpaid?that someone will refer to me as STUPID?

i was after our right to be compensated..as that someone had promised us..we will be compensated well...we've done our part....been almost two months now..but that promised wages haven.t been given to us....

who do you think is STUPID? I, who only wants to my rights with that compensation thing or that someone who have to pretend someone to inform the friends on chat about that stupid thing medical condition?

I PITY YOU....YOU HAVE TO CONSULT A PHSYCHIATRIST AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE....YOU'RE SO PATHETIC!!